long time no see....

hey!

okay, i NO its been so long since ive blogged! i just keep forgetting that i have one! It seems the summer is just wizzing by and im trying so hard to keep track of the days....it seems as though the days i work i just work then sleep....lol, which is all there is time for in between, but oh well! im SO SO SO glad that im only working three days a week, its UNBELIEVEABLY nice!! lol, it would be even nicer if i actually had someone in town to do stuff with....except the moms....lol, but oh well..i really CANNOT WAIT to see you laurie!! its been WAY too long!!

okay, so this weekend--with "brandon"--the "blind date-ish" thing.....a little nervous.....not gonna lie....lol, but i really just want to have fun and maybe get a new friend out of it, you know?? i found out that he doesn't LIVE in el reno, but he's FROM el reno, and lives down the street from andrew....but anyways, i think we're going to see ocean's 13 at yukon probably at 730ish, but other than that, not really sure about dinner, orrrr anything afterwards....not sure if they're coming to my game, but i just DONT want it to be awkward, you know?? (sigh) i feel bad for saying this, but whenever i get really anxious or nervous, i get the a VERY active GI, if you know what im talking about.....lol, so its started already, and its not even Saturday!! lol, anyways, i think it will be fun......i hope....

i just have to get through the next three days of work, but i think this weekend im going to try and get me a NEW CAMERA!! they are having a sale, so i would get 10-12% off so i think that would help a little!! but i get paid thursday so that worked out REALLY well!

as for the weight issue.....im REALLY trying and i think its paying off, im trying to drink more water, i am however taking a diet pill, which even though i am taking it, im not convinced that it is having a huge effect, lol, but you know most of them probably dont really work anyways; my mom and i got some more of the JC food so i think that is helping too..... but i definitely think mexican food is my weakness, so im trying to stay away from that for a while, father's day was a LOAD! lol, but i think ive lost about 5 pounds since i weighed last, so im just hoping to lose another 12 lbs by the time my family all goes down to texas for my cousin's ordainment the second week of July-ish, but who knows, at least then, i think it would be noticeable and everyone could see how different i would be....but im just trying to take it one day at a time, so we'll see, i guess!!

ive also been looking into grad schools of nurse practitioner schools and nurse anesthetist schools, and just come to the realization that i really just dont know AT ALL what i want to do after working as an RN for a couple of years....i DO KNOW that i dont JUST want to be an RN, i want to become something "bigger" im not sure how you say that, but i just dont think i want to just stop with the RN, so i know the Lord has a plan, and now, im incredibly okay with not knowing. I am trying to draw closer in my relationship with the Lord, and continue to be sensitive to His words and Holy Spirit as well as being in his word and learning more about Him daily.

"my hope is built on nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness"

LOVE YOU!